its been a while...

so yes ok i have been really slacking aparently. i have a lot going on.

i have managed to gain some weight back but i think i am gaining it back in muscle. i am fitting into a few size 14 jeans. i am actually at the point where i think even those are falling off my butt but i'm not quiet ready to move down to a size 13. my goal is to be to that size 11/12 by christmas... i better get busy if i plan on losing that weight. i'm more worried about getting down to 150 lbs again. i'm only about 50lbs away from that goal i just have had a hard time with motivation...

i am waiting for the warm temps to stay. i would love to be able to walk the trail three days a week and do other stuff on other days. i am supossed to be doing 5-6 days of cardio a week i havent been doing it. :( i need to start. i am also supossed to be doing some excercises to help with the left side of my body. it always feels like it's asleep. the dr said some kind of nerve or something? well anyways i am supossed to be doin these as well as my regular stuff.